MOMENTS
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M.O.M.E.N.T.S"Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment"
I've been having a Brain coma for the past few days. Everytime i try to type something on my notepad, i just go blank instantaneously. As i'm typing this on the website (not on my notepad anymore), i realize how in the moment i was; focusing solely on the ticking sound of me typing on the keyboard, my 90s pop songs playing in the background, lipsyncing out every word as i am typing this. FOCUSED.
I take a moment, and let out a deep long sigh. Okay.
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....................Year of the Monkey. Let me take this opportunity and thank everyone again of your support for SBC. I can see the changes in the club from Day 1 up until now. It definitely became more and more "ersonal". This time, Dr prep us a big 盆菜. Thanks again Dr. Not only did we get to see each one and other, we had great food and great drinks. The Ginger lemon water was so Spicy and Sweet at the same time , i literally drank like 6 full cups of it that night. The night started with the Dinner, and then the games. I haven't played 魚蝦蟹 since i was a kid... long long time ago . I'm not a fan of gambling with $$$, but when it comes to Condoms... I like to go all in. What's there to lose eh? Using Condoms as Chips is a fun way to play these card/dice games. Niccolo seems to be having a lot of fun. SamL seems to be having a lot of fun playing next to me while he fondles my back with his devilish hand. The rest of us seem to be enjoying the MOMENT. At this very moment, i'm having another Brain Coma....lost in words.
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(10 minutes later...)I closed my eyes and imagine:
Walking into a clothing store...I spotted that pair of jeans i've always liked. It gives me comfort, it gives me warmth, it gives me satisfaction, it gives me ... Then you walk around and realize there are many other people who spots the same pair of jeans. You take a step back and look at the other jeans that are available. You feel uneasy because you dont know how it fits on you. On the other hand, you have that urge to try. That pair over there, looking slim and tight fitted, you are not sure what size to take, looking at the price, it may be over your budget or under. Intimidated, you walk away and continue looking around. There are times when you go shopping, you just feel like "window shopping", no purpose, nothing in mind you need to buy, just walk around and be in da MOMENT. To find a perfect match (top, bottom, shoes, accesories) is not easy. Mix and match, trial and error until you find a perfect match
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There goes my favorite pair of Ying and Yang. The mittens to warm my cold icy hands and fingers, the socks to warm my stiff toes. These come in pairs all the time. I cannot break them apart, its ok. There's something magical about these two that i cannot describe in words. It's like, when i see them, i just automatically take it and put it on me. Sometimes i imagine what it would be like if i take this pair of mittens and match it with those pair of boots, or this pair of shoe match with those pair of gloves. Would it be as nice? Would it be as fitting? Then again, i will never know unless i try right?There goes my Favorite U..nderwear. The material...so smooth, so elastic-ky. It's like you've develeoped a natural instinct to put it on whenever you see it. Love the Spandex, Love the silky-ness, Love the fact that the majority of shoppers are eyeing it. As time goes by, this pair of underwear may feeel different, like those cotton buds that sticks out from it when you wear it too much; not saying its bad. Maybe let it go for a while, those cotton buds will remove itself from the material and it'll be smooth once again.
Brain coma.
to be continued.
本主題由 Dr. 於 2020-8-5 01:37 移動
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What a U...nderwear....
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Brain coma.... hmm....
Best treatment is participation, dont you think? Hehehe
Getting better btw? Still fever?
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Brain coma can be serious.....要唔要打支針?打針快d好喎!